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Monday, June 29, 2009 @ 6/29/2009 07:48:00 PM
 Had a hard time taking this both pictures -.-
 Hello readers!! Sorry for not updating for the past few days. I was rushing through my homework and I only managed to complete part of it. Today is the reopening of school and the first thing I hear from teachers is that we are having test when I have not even do much of revision on any subjects. D&T work will be coming to my everyday schedule till I completed it. I am gonna be so busy that I will need to cancel my jogging time and training time. It is time to revise and practise!! GOGO !! :D ! JIAYOUS EVERYONE !!
I am glad that things are working out now. I mean better. It shall be this way but I will try to improve it. Trust me (: It is just 4 days away!!!!!! :DD
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Friday, June 26, 2009 @ 6/26/2009 01:51:00 PM
Hey girl, do you know how much I loved you? Words that you say carry importance and weight, it is not some kind of language you used to communicate with me. We speak our language and only our language when we are together. I know it is hard to maintain this language but I believe over time it will be better and better. But I cannot seem to see this happening at all. I carry a very heavy responsibility here and it is to protect you, shower you with love and make you happy. Sometimes it is hard to do so but I never gave up trying although sometimes I really want to give up but I tell myself that tolerance is the key to every problems. I hate to use the past to cover up myself. I hate myself for this past. There are times when I told myself that things have to be done, but I cannot seem to do it because at the sight of you, my heart just melts for you. It had been just 3 months and I know it is tough. All the crying and breakdowns we both have it but after every breakdowns, I know I will never fail to make you smile again. Although I love to play around and be a fool but there is always a purpose behind. And it is to make you feel comfortable with me so that you can also be yourself easily. Whatever things that I do, you never slipped off my mind. I always think for you first before thinking for myself. I tried to put myself in your shoes and feel it but somehow I cannot. I am not any kind of friend to you, I am your beloved boyfriend. Friendship means co-operative and supportive behaviour between two or more people and this term means a relationship which involves mutual knowledge, esteem, affection and respect. Friends will come to your aid when you need help. Since I have the title ''Boyfriend'' I also have the ''friend'' word behind ''boy'' so I mean more than a friend. So I came into your life to complete your picture as well as make the picture we painted together come alive and always alive. I am in midst of completing it and it takes years and years. Sometimes time pass so slowly that you can grip on them and do more things but sometimes time passes so fast that we seem to forget about it. I am very emotionally attached to you my dear. No matter how far I am, I believe that you are always on my mind assuring me and supporting me. I love you. There are tons of people who came to me and asked me what is love? and all I can tell them is that ''You have to feel it yourself because I cannot feel what you are feeling at all.'' To me, Love is mutual trust, affection, respect, commitments and it produces a strong attraction towards someone, it gave strength and will. It is hard to express one's love to others because they cannot feel what you are feeling. The only way is to feel the same as a couple a pair of lovebirds. I love you my dear. There are tons of things I want to talk to you. I mean a stable and serious conversation about how you feel and how I feel. Because I loved you too much that is why I am doing all these. I hoped you can understand my desire my passion for you.Labels: Counting down to 1st month anni
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Thursday, June 25, 2009 @ 6/25/2009 11:37:00 AM
24th June !!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN BRO ! :D
Update on 24th june, woke up at 8:45am upon receiving morning call from wifey :D thanks wifey ! Bathe and prepare to go out to get movie tickets for the rest that wanna celebrate jon's birthday. Managed to get two nebo cards to reduce the cost of the tickets :D thank me people ! Watch Transformer 2 !!! it's like so nice la haha and alot of parts its really hilarious. After the movie, me and wifey went to Tampines One to get our couple rings !!! haha !!! 240609 !!! <3.
I am very sorry wifey i fell asleep while waiting for your call sorry sorry. I am very tired :X okok shall end it here
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Tuesday, June 23, 2009 @ 6/23/2009 04:26:00 PM
 Went running earlier today at around 7am, after that went home and do weights. Game a little before wanting to start my homework. But did not have the motivation to start it. So later on in the night, I shall make it up. So today did not do much too. Cooked myself lunch, and dinner for family so later on will be going down to 7-11 to make some payments and will be jogging again later on around 630pm. Just a quick post here. Shall end here. Take care guys!Labels: Counting down to 1st month anni
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@ 6/23/2009 11:05:00 AM
 It had been a long time I held a camera.
It had been a long time I went jogging.
It had been a long time I do my weights.
It had been a long time I ever sit down and really study.
And it's time to start.
You can catch the eye of people very easily but it is hard to catch someone's heart. Love is something not easy to feel because it takes the heart to feel it. No matter how sad life is going to be, remember this the time will not stop for you. Time is eternity. There will not be any pause in life. We move on and on, so why be sad and not happy. Every moment counts. I have to move on now. Training and study schedules are planned! I shall follow them.
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Sunday, June 21, 2009 @ 6/21/2009 06:43:00 PM
 Notice that there is an ant on the flower?
Can someone comment on my work? It was taken on Dennis' birthday (:
Today woke up quite late, about 11:30am? After that went to wash up and used the computer. Game for some time before I received a message from dearest. Then after that chatted awhile with her and went to shower and prepare to go out. We both met up at Tampines Bus Interchange and head towards Century Square as dearest want to get some accessories for 10th Anniversary. After that went over to Tampine One and get couple rings. I was very anxious at that moment. Just cannot wait to get my hands on the rings. So yup, I did make my purchase and it was sent for engraving and will only be available after 3 days. After that went to simei to get cupcakes cups for dearest' mummy before going to Pasir Ris central to get bubble tea and dinner for dearest and dearest's mummy. Then fetch her home and I went home too. That's what I did today. I learned something today and it's ''presence is not just being there.''
Waiting... (:
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Saturday, June 20, 2009 @ 6/20/2009 03:44:00 PM
Day 4: LOVED
Its been a long time since we talk like the way it is now. It's my fault. It is because of my short temper. I will change it now, right this moment. Events coming up soon, work piling up again. Later will be going out with dearest to somewhere FUN ! weeeeeee ! today went to kian ann's house to take formal clothes :D thanks kian bro ! (: ! I am short of red ties ! .________. !Labels: Counting down to 1st month anni
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Thursday, June 18, 2009 @ 6/18/2009 06:16:00 PM
Day 2: Sad but loved.
There are tons of things running through me for these few days. Family breaking up into pieces. How much I miss your shoulder do you know? I miss you suddenly and I felt lonely that day. It was so dark. Finally, I saw her today and I lean on her shoulders and I know at that moment I am not alone. While we are doing our homework and revision, I received a call from my mother carrying real bad news... The moment I received that piece of news, saddness engulfs me and I broke down and cried again.. Well, my girlfriend was there and she managed to calm me down. Thank you so much! Guess that's for the day. I am tired, real tired... I need a long sleep. Labels: Counting down to 1st month anni
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Tuesday, June 16, 2009 @ 6/16/2009 07:37:00 PM
 I do not know how many sorries is there going to be. Judging by the progress we are going through, i am scared. It will not be this way. I am too short tempered. I am trying and trying to not flare up at you. I am sorry. I hope the sorries will be changed to something else. I know sorries don't cure anything, I am finding ways to make it up to you. I am getting used to be with you because this is my first fully committed relationship and cherish it alot. Just give me time and I will slowly let you understand me. I know its hard but rest assured I am always here for you no matter what.
Finally today, I came up with a decision and that's about dropping Design And Technology. It had been my real passion to design and make. I love designing products because I can imagine something beyond drawing. But I had to give it up for my studies as its crucial and it affects the score I am going to get. Well, my decision is always final. I live up with it. Stayed at home till dear called me out for lunch and did not talked much with each other and then headed home and do my work. Then I came across a list of things I had to do in Design and Technology and I looked at the calendar. I had not much time and I was thinking of dropping and finally I want to just drop it. Later on going to do something. Okay shall stop here (:
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Sunday, June 14, 2009 @ 6/14/2009 10:51:00 PM
 Group Photo ! :D !  This is soooooooo nice ! Its red bean ice ! (: !
 And this is Mango ice !
 Omg ! Look like my dear ! :X LOL
 Fruit tarlets! Credits to Jessie and Theo !
Photos by me muahahahas :X ! This lizard is very close to me LOL! (: !
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