I do not know how many sorries is there going to be. Judging by the progress we are going through, i am scared. It will not be this way. I am too short tempered. I am trying and trying to not flare up at you. I am sorry. I hope the sorries will be changed to something else. I know sorries don't cure anything, I am finding ways to make it up to you. I am getting used to be with you because this is my first fully committed relationship and cherish it alot. Just give me time and I will slowly let you understand me. I know its hard but rest assured I am always here for you no matter what.
Finally today, I came up with a decision and that's about dropping Design And Technology. It had been my real passion to design and make. I love designing products because I can imagine something beyond drawing. But I had to give it up for my studies as its crucial and it affects the score I am going to get. Well, my decision is always final. I live up with it. Stayed at home till dear called me out for lunch and did not talked much with each other and then headed home and do my work. Then I came across a list of things I had to do in Design and Technology and I looked at the calendar. I had not much time and I was thinking of dropping and finally I want to just drop it. Later on going to do something. Okay shall stop here (:
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