I won't be the same anymore...

The blow dealt to me is extremely huge. I cannot forgive myself for sitting back and see tragic incidents happened in front of me. I felt a great sense of regret now in my life. I am not able to patch up things between my dad and mum. Both of them are simply ... . I cannot take this anymore. I am going to do something, something to help both of them. I won't escape from the fact that they are already separated in my heart. They are just physically there.. I need to do something. This issue will be coming real fast and I had to cope it. It is painful to see parents not able to communicate and always quarrel at the slightest thing. I won't be the same anymore.. I won't be someone who will take things for granted, I will not let myself down.


Dad, I know you have done your best and I am proud of you but dad, it is too late. ''I know your mum like durians, and I have bought it for her but she is not home to have them.'' I understand that you wanted to change for the better. Sorry I have failed as a son..

Mum, I know you are afraid to stay at home is because of that incident when dad wanted to kill you. Mum I really hope you can trust him, he is trying his best. Just this once please... I am sorry mum, I have failed as a son...

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