I should not tell you in the first place. Now, I have land myself in such situation that made my eyes teary again.. I told myself, I will never lie to you so I did not pretend in front of you. I just want to tell you that TODAY something is missing. People always say that we cannot last long, all I can say to you my dear is that I will not let those comments affect us and I will not leave you. Sometimes, I do not get assured at all. Its like there is no answer to my questions. I want you to know, when you are not with me, all I see is darkness and saddness. You are my one and only dear in this world and without you is like an ocean without water. I hope this matter will not affect us no more because I want no more of this. Since the day I asked for stead with you, I am certain that my feelings for you are real. I just want you to know what I am feeling each day so as so we can improve our relationship together. Just believe me and you will never walk alone. I told you about this is because I seen too much of breakups and it hurts me.

030609! (: ! ILY