Shreds of sunlight entered my room as I welcome a brand new morning of the day. I am still on my comfortable bed, stretching my limbs. I turned to my right and I saw her beautiful face. There she are smiling to me and greeting me.

"Good morning dear!" said Ffie.

I done it otherwise and I gave her a morning kiss.

"I love you." I said.

She looked into my eyes, said nothing and smiled to me again. I told her I wanna sleep a little longer for today.

She got up and said, ''Sure! I'll wake you up when breakfast is ready.''

As she was leaving the room, I am certain that she was the most beautiful woman. I continued my sleep till I heard the frying pan sizzle and sizzle and I knew that she is going to walk into the room and wake me up. I took the initiative to wake up and wash up. I walked up to her and hugged her tightly. At that very moment, I knew that I never wanna let go of her. I love her. Soon after she fixed the breakfast, I took a piece of tissue paper and wipe her face. We sat down at the dinning table and start to dig in. After eating, I went to the living room and switch on the television. She brought a cup of coffee and newspapers.

Tears soon formed in my eyes and they trickled down my cheeks, I was touched by her every movement. I was speechless. I do not know what I can do for her. But I know that by just be with her and loving her is the only thing i could do. That moment was when I was sitting down with her in the living room on our sofa and watching television programmes. It was the best thing we did each day. It made my day.


Baby, there seem to be lots of problems for us. It is all because of me. I am truly sorry for the things i have done to make you feel hurt. I am sorry my dear..

I can kiss English and Maths paper goodbye.
There are more down the road.
I won't give up.

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY !!



Just wanna say a big THANK YOUUU !! I love you !!! :D

Had chalet yesterday, it was a pretty awesome event I guess. I really enjoyed myself with my dearest. Just found out she was pretty cute and cute and cute AND CUTE ! Haha and I just found out that my Nikon D90's battery is unlike Cannon's, it is even more lasting than Cannon !! Haha. Catergorized under second wife according to my crap.. Weather wasn't fine at 3pm yesterday, it was kinda dark and I thought of cancelling the BBQ but well well well, the weather did not deteriorate further but it got better and yes we started our BBQing. I started the fire !! I am proud of that haha. BBQ and eat and eat and drink and blah blah blah ! finally packing up and go back to our room to rest and dearest HIT THE JACKPOT ! The bird shit landed on her thigh and she was screaming for me haha. Silly though (: Went to movies too ( G-FORCE) cute movie !! but I cried because of one sad part haha. Had lots of fun and soon home sweet home (:



LOVEEEE YOU !!!

Finally I let it out. Starting afresh, step by step. Working on it. Here I am.

HELP HELP !!

What should I do? I need advice. Actually is regarding about studies... FAIL FAIL FAIL ! seen too much of that.. I am trying.. I am trying... please understand.. How wished I have you beside me telling me nicely, patiently that I am fine... Because I ain't fine at all..




Ffie, is not that I could not help myself or not love you. Is that I am trying and a few times i did want to give up. Please understand me... I am starting from scratch and I know that when I start it is going to be ended. I am sorry really. But ffie, I am really trying...

My hands are down ):
Its really painful and irritating.
Today finally bought a DSLR camera, Nikon D90 (: Super excited haha.
Baked cake for FFIE but i don't thin its okay?